( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) , (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ , (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ , ಠ╭╮ಠ , (づ￣ ³￣)づ , ♥‿♥ , ◔ ⌣ ◔:
relationship status: Been seeing this pretty cool dude for a month or so. He’s the only one I’ve met who knows as much about Shaun of the Dead as I do.
Not a hugger with most people but with the people I do hug I hug well.
I love learning. School itself does not help my anxiety or unrealistic expectations for myself, and college is stupid expensive, but learning is important.
I do self harm in different ways. Currently. Like, earlier today. I’m pretty self-destructive between cutting, recurring negative thoughts, smoking/drinking, binge eating, etc. That being said I’m doing more to address my mental health now than I ever have. I dislike that the face for self harming is ಠ╭╮ಠ because yeah it sucks to hurt yourself and obviously it would be better if we all just accepted ourselves, but coping mechanisms work until they don’t work and there’s something important about that. Coping is not something to disapprove of or shame or hide or deny, either of yourself or others. It’s just surviving. The problems it addresses should be the focus. I’m working on finding the healthy balance of everything and will certainly have to work on that my entire life.
I’m in love with a bunch of people.
I’m pretty into new bf.
Not a virgin (surprise)